To begin with, I had different plans for this blog but life took a turn and here I am sitting in an absolutely new place with,not so new set of people ,so I thought to pivot from my regular blog style to share my raw emotions and everything I have been feeling lately. The last time I did that was when I wrote Honest Confessions and here I am writing something like that after a long long time.

Before going on to the main context of this blog I just want to let you know that I feel beyond grateful to be where I am today. I got my visa which allows me to be in the United Kingdom!!! The news I had been waiting to hear for a prolonged period. I always imagined the moment I got my visa I would definitely cry but surprisingly I didn’t,not even at the airport. I was shockingly more calm, just a little sad to go but in my heart I knew that what’s ahead of me… that’s what I have needed for the longest time.

When we shared the news with my other family members all the good wishes flooded and the most special part was when everyone came to say their goodbyes and give their blessings…. We also managed to host a farewell party so that I could meet everyone before I leave and during the party I was literally a sponge because this moment,these people that I am surrounded by right now in the moment will never be same again so I was absorbing each and every moments into my being because these memories are going to last forever and will take me through hard times for the rest of the years to come.At a point all of it was overwhelming because seeing something you wanted for so long coming to life and actually happening was a bit too much to absorb but I was totally there for it and couldn’t have asked for more.

However,everyone around us is not the same so where there were good wishes there was also a tinge of negativity but I always love to focus on the good part. There were people who thought that everything came easy,without working hard or putting any effort. They thought they knew my journey but they didn’t. As much as I feel grateful and blessed to be where I am today, only I know where I came from. A lot of them think that everything happened so fast and I am so lucky for everything I get to live (which I am) but nothing comes easy for anyone.

I was leaving India and the most dreaded part of leaving is the food, definitely,after people…. Man,no amount of Indian food is enough to make my heart full… ya,the belly can be, but not the heart.I also went shopping with the best company and had the time of my life.

This year my eighteenth birthday was so special,it was definitely a lot different than I had expected it to be… Earlier,I had planned that we would host a big birthday bash where I would invite all my loved ones but god had some different plans,not only did I get to host a party but also got to be in the country of my dreams on my special day which made it so so much special.

After coming here I have felt so much at home (this is not usual for international student and I feel really privileged) because of the kind of people I am surrounded by. They make sure I am well fed and well taken care of and I can’t wait for the time I can make them proud and thank them for everything they do for me.

To all of you who feel hopeless or let down by life today where you see no light I want to tell you,there is!! Never ever lose hope. I am telling you I was on the former side but now the shift has happened and I had faith in God’s plan and will continue doing so. After this my belief in the power of the universe and manifestations has strengthened .Significantly,manifestations are true. Manifest the life that you want,your dreams,they do come true but the only difficult part is that you need to have utmost amount of patience as well as resilience ,accompanied with belief in the power of the universe so sometimes if things don’t turn out the way you want to,you always get the strength to fight back.

How is your life lately? Lets chat in the comments section about your version of life lately…

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